Dear Technicolor Tree Tribe,
I have been meaning to write a good-bye letter to you for a while now – my original intention was to read it at our last house meeting – but Max and I have been working non-stop on the bus, and now that it’s finished, we can’t wait to hit the road. So I am writing it now, the night before we depart, appropriately/ironically right after a meeting about recruiting new co-op members.
I officially joined the TTT in August 2008, a year after I had graduated from USC, so I’ve never been a student cooper (which I can imagine must be an incredibly difficult task). I spent my first year after graduation back home in Seattle, a year during which I was constantly on the phone with my LA friends who were working tirelessly to start this thing called a co-op. By the time I was ready to leave Seattle I was so fascinated by the concept of the co-op that I had to come back and experience it for myself. So I returned to LA – not because I love LA, or had a job lined up, or to return to school… but simply because I was inexplicably drawn to the idea of a cooperative house full of politically conscious, artistic, fun-loving crazy people who happened to be my best friends and lovers.
It was hard to justify my return to LA to some people (namely my parents and my Seattle punk friends), but honestly I never had to work hard to justify it to myself. I have always proudly identified as a feminist and as Hapa (look it up), and have never tired of fantasizing about utopian societies. The nuclear family into which I was born was abusive and depressing, so I have always searched for a “chosen family” to which to belong. My world view is a mix of hard science and Nature mysticism, and though I don’t call myself an artist I believe art is an essential aspect of human expression and health. The evolution of human social behavior and the rise and fall of hippie communes in the ’60s and ’70s are two of my favorite topics. Thus I felt the Technicolor Tree Tribe (which I assumed to be trying to create a utopian society) would be a wonderful place and project for me, and in preparation for joining I read the following books, all of which I recommend:
Walden Two, B.F. Skinner
Ecotopia, Ernest Callenbach
Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
Brave New World Revisted, Aldous Huxley
Utopia, Sir Thomas More
The Republic, Plato
Erewhon, Samuel Butler
1984, George Orwell
Woman on the Edge of Time, Marge Piercy
Drop City, T.C. Boyle
The Omnivore’s Dilemma, Michael Pollan
The Ethical Slut, Easton and Liszt
Living Walden Two, Hilke Kuhlmann
I would also highly recommend two documentaries: The Commune (2007) and Taylor Camp (2009), both about hippie communes back in the day.
I guess I’m telling you all this because I want to encourage and inspire you to do some reading and really give this community everything you’ve got – by learning everything you can about it: what it could potentially be, what you want it to be, what it has been in the past, and what others have wanted from it. The co-op isn’t just a place to live. It’s a family, a trip, a gift, and an enormous responsibility. I believe that most people who truly love this community despite its inevitable problems grow much more than they would had they lived anywhere else – this is definitely true for me. Most people in our society don’t question institutionalized prejudice or try to make their culture better for themselves or others. By living in this house we have a chance to create our own society that isn’t racist, sexist, heterosexist, violent, hierarchical, or consumeristic. Imagine what your ideal society would be like – egalitarian, consensual, respectful, etc AND MAKE IT SO. Changing the whole world is an admirable goal but it’s too big for most people, so start with 20 people and see how far you can get.
That is what the Technicolor Tree Tribe is to me. It is an experiment in creating a different kind of society, and the on-going outcomes of the experiment are incredibly important lessons: we learn how much the culture in which we were born affects us even if we consciously reject it; we learn how difficult it can be to even identify oppression, let alone eliminate it; we realize how much time and energy it takes to educate ourselves; and we learn how to create safe spaces for ourselves within the larger community which may or may not feel supportive at any given moment. Taking advantage of where you are living right now is so important – please, please do not take the co-op for granted. It’s not perfect – it never will be – but just remember how much more fun and mind-expanding it is compared to your other current options, and try to imagine how much time and effort previous coopers have put in to keep it going. Having a communal house this big is not easy logistically, financially, or emotionally. But it is worth it if you make it worth it. Please embrace it, expand it, and love it. USC needs it, LA needs it, all of us need it.
I have spent the last two and a half years of my life thinking more about our house than about anything else in my life – seriously. It has been all-consuming for me, and though I’m excited to leave and do some informal research on other communities to get a better understanding of the larger intentional communities movement, I will always adore the Technicolor Tree Tribe like family – even when no one knows me anymore (perhaps even more then!) I have accumulated a satisfying wealth of good memories, weird memories, fuzzy memories… and I can only hope that everyone else who leaves our house leaves with as much joy and satisfaction.
THANK YOU to all the previous Tribe members for putting in so much blood, sweat and tears
Tani Ikeda
Reina Fukuda
Sunny Yang
Bryan Susman
Teddy Raven
Erin Christovale
Alex Shams
Iris Fung
Laila Ekboir
Charlie Furman
Mitch Graw
Taylor Ganz
Donnie Pepper
Dru Pollini
Taylor Webb
Manpreet Sadhal
Nicole Hummel
Noelle Miller
Kellee Matsushita
Daniel Alexander
Payam Pakbin
Jacob Jensen
Patrick Keller
Erin Hern
Ali Bissonette
Carlo Adorno
Caroline Caselli
Teresa Cheng
Rafaela Luna-Pizarro
Zebah Pinkham
Wave Melen
Strawberry Raskin
Drew Peltier
Joanna Stulting
Sara Smith
Katie Wilde
Anna Mkhikian
Rachel Finfer
Hannah Wong
Angie Hermes
Hestia Rojas
Daniel Estevao
Adam Werner
Kevin Daley
Alicia Liang
Gerardo Inzunza Higuera
Andy Bunting
Laura Simmons
Gale Bartkiewicz
Max Hoilland
Toni Cannon
Sonya Collier
Brian Peachy
Michaela Wagner
Kadhja Bonet
Emma Sheffer
Rachel Yukimura
Max Bittman
Willoughby RIP
Rascal
Mana
Puppy/Gandalf
Voltaire
Coby
Chin Chin
Bubbles RIP
George
Ducky
Daisy
Beyonce
Oreo
Chub Chub RIP
the hampster RIP
Clementine
Radagast
Van Buren
Angie’s beta fish
Toni and Sonya’s parakeet
and THANK YOU to all the future co-op members for keeping the community alive!
Peace and love always,
Rachel Y.
Some additional wonderful books about counterculture, gender, sexuality, utopia, race, living together, and revolution I’ ve read since living at the co-op:
The Children of the Counterculture, John Rothchild
The Sexual Politics of Meat: A Feminist-Vegetarian Theory, Carol J. Adams
Yes Means Yes: Visions of Female Sexual Power and a World Without Rape, ed. Jaclyn Friedman and Jessica Valenti
Island, Aldous Huxley
Nobody Passes: Rejecting the Rules of Gender and Conformity, ed. Mattilda
Fruit of the Motherland: Gender in an Egalitarian Society, Maria Lepowsky
Men Speak Out: Views on Gender, Sex, and Power, ed. Shira Tarrant
Stone Butch Blues, Leslie Feinberg
Beloved, Toni Morrison
Gender Outlaw, Kate Bornstein
Nonviolent Communication: A Language of Compassion, Marshall B. Rosenberg
The Revolution Will Not Be Funded: Beyond the Non-Profit Industrial Complex, ed. INCITE Women of Color Against Violence
O Au No Keia: Voices from Hawaii’s Mahu and Transgender Communities, Andrew Matzher
Native Tongue, Suzette Haden Elgin
Triton, Samuel R. Delany